dear God,
i'm sucks! i dont want to be like this.
need to follow You like i used to be
i feel lost, and You left me, or maybe i'm the one who left You behind
dont want to walk in Your track again
but now i'm desperate and feel like a beggar, smell like a rubbish.

i want my pride as a wise woman again
dont want to be a women who destroy another s life
unwise..